Something really interesting has been happening over the last few weeks – something that I didn’t understand until I was explaining it to my friend Frances when we having a catchup
I love how we are often speaking to ourselves when we are talking to other people – such a useful concept when you are prepared to let it in
Whats been happening BTW – it that I’ve felt quite shut down and withdrawn
I’ve been really connected to my work and putting my new business together ready for the new year
But I haven’t really been sharing a lot on here or in the real world
I’ve actually felt quite uncomfortable in my self if I’m honest
This seemed so weird as I had such amazing breakthroughs & learnings during my ayahuasca experiences
It didn’t make sense and Id started getting a bit pissed off and downheartened – I had started to think….
Here we go again ?
But then, during that conversation with Fran, I realised something really profound and amazing
What has happened is that since the summer and the amazing experiences of Columbia, Cyprus and Lanzarote – I’ve uplevelled massively
The growth I’ve experienced has me seeing the World from a totally different perspective
It also has me showing up as a much more powerful expression of who I am
And that has me taking on much bigger things in the world
It has me taking on bigger challenges and seeing my business as a much bigger vision
And all of his has got me outside of my comfort zone
Its got me to a place where I can no longer hide – and that feels really uncomfortable & exposed at the moment
But I realised – there’s nothing wrong – it’s just growing pains ?
So……
I’ve decided from today that rather than feel uncomfortable & exposed
I choose to feel excited and I choose to face this full on and embrace the fullness of who I truly am
It’s time to REALLY fly in ALL aspects of life and that feels amazing
I’ll keep you posted
Much love ? ? ?
